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I love you - from a ride or die girl [30 Nov 2015|08:28pm]
Can't speak for everyone but when I think of the words "I Love You" I think -
Tell me, do you still love someone after you see them turn neurotic after someone they had loved passes away? or do you only love them when they have a face full of make up and put on lingerie? Do you still love them when they are slashing their wrist over being jobless? or is it only when they take you out to dinner and leave gifts for you? Do you still stay with someone even though they missed meals and haven't left their bed to shower in weeks? or you were only around because of the aesthetic features you found in their appearance before? do you still love someone even when they explode in frustration? or do you only love them when they whisper sweet nothings into your ear and two of you are in bed together? When you stay with someone and tell them you love them: is it only when they are happy, carefree, sexy, fun, attractive, simple and entertaining you? or also when they are struggling, bore you, lose it, breakdown, nag, overwhelm you, wear you out, or drain you? Are you with them every step of it all? or are you the type to leave anytime the relationship gets too much? did you really truly love them? You might of just enjoyed the company/attention at the time - not so much the actual person.

But please Do not misunderstand me: "You are not required to set yourself on fire to keep other people warm.” I'm not saying in all severe/struggling cases should love be blindly unconditional. Always leave if you must! Sometimes there's a point where the person has to change on their own. Just because the love is no longer physically communicated to protect yourself - it doesn't mean the love you had for them ever disappears and they know/understand that they are too toxic to be around and must change.

Point is - I cant speak for everyone, but when I say “I love you,” that means I’m not just here for the pretty parts. I’m here no matter what. And I hope you are too. I don’t ask a lot out of relationships..Anything a man can give me materialistic, I can give myself. So my definition of spoiling is giving me your time. Give me experiences. Leave me memories. After-all; "'I believe True love is rare, and it's the only thing that gives life any real meaning."

Addiction, depression, PTSD, autism, mental illness, death, cancer, anxiety, dementia...Life is anything but simple. The world is not a kind place. You will feel a lot of pain. Make sure you are with someone who can make it all bearable.
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Friends Only!!!! [04 Mar 2015|03:46pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Friends Only

Credit to Luvducks - Please Comment Here To be Added~
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legacy until death [05 Oct 2009|07:47pm]
Even at the long term of her fame, Josephine Baker still was a highly exposed dancing goddess. She had managed to persuade Egypt's King Farouk to make a public appearance at one of her honorable concerts. Later, she would perform at Buchenwald for the liberated inmates who were too frail to be moved. Baker became the first American-born woman to receive the highest French military honor, the Croix de Guerre. In the Montparnasse Quarter of Paris, "Place Joséphine Baker" was named in her honor. She has also been inducted into the St. Louis Walk of Fame and the Hall of Famous Missourians. Her name has also been incorporated at Paris Plage, a man-made beach along the river Seine "Piscine Joséphine Baker". It wasn't until In France year of 1954, Baker decided to start a family. She wanted to stand against segregation and adopted ethnically mixed children to an atmosphere of harmony. She called her lovely children her "Rainbow Tribe." By 1962, she had adopted twelve children, ten boys and two girls. They were as listed: Janot, who was Korean her son, Akio her Japanese son, Luis her Colombian son, Jari her Finnish son, Jean-Claude her Canadian son, Moïse her French Jewish son, Brahim her Algerian son, Marianne her French daughter, Koffi her Ivorian son, Mara her Venezuelan son, Noël her French son, and Stellina her Moroccan daughter.
Two of Baker's sons who are Jean-Claude and Jari, grew up to go into business together, running the restaurant Chez Josephine on Theatre Row, 42nd Street, New York, which celebrates Baker's life and works.
She gave a series of farewell performances in the 1950s, largely to raise funds for her large family. On 8 Apr. 1975 she opened in Joséphine, a revue based on her life at the Bobino Music Hall in Paris, but she died only four days later.Baker had a stroke in her sleep and lapsed into a coma. She died later that day. Twenty thousand people attended her funeral at the church of the Madeleine in Paris, and the ceremony was broadcast on French national television.
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Random hair much? [31 Aug 2008|02:45pm]
[ mood | calm ]

So Im hunting down for alot of good shampoo/conditioner products thats pure from animal and heat.

Meaning No absolutely zero: Suave, vo5, Hawaiian silky, African pride, Unilever, aussie, got 2 be, citreshine, Herbal Essences, brands.

As for Ingredients Zero: Mineral Oil, elastin, collagen, petrolatum, lanolin, Alcohol, Acid, Panthenol, stearoyl, lactylate, mono diglycerides, mono sodium glutamate, triglycerides, calcium propionate, calcium sulphate, ammonium sulphate, calcium iodate, calcium dioxide, Glycerin, Glycerol, glycerides, glyceryls, glycreth-26, polyglycerol, Stearic Acid, Cetyl Palmitate, gelatine or n, stearic acid, enzymes, Chitin, serum albumen, udder, umbilical extract, Hydrolyzed Keratin, Keratin Amino Acid, keratin protein

lol I doubt anyone would read this but now well at least I can double check the things I buy and update more and more on this list either way :3 I dont know anything about my hair but some of the african sisters are so desperate to grow their hair they use animal products and I really want to cut them in half for lying ;_;

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Leaving [11 Jun 2007|01:48pm]
As of the 13th I'm leaving for Hawaii again this time for two months.
June 13th to August 11th 58 days In total.

I also got the Pink Nintendo DS Lite with Pokemon Diamond.

I'm so happy! Catch you all later.
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Quiz! anwser truefully! [06 May 2007|07:19pm]
1. Your Name:

2. Age:

3. Fave Color:

4. Birthday:

HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...

1. Are we friends?

2. Do you have a crush on me?

3. Would you kiss me?

4. ...with tongue?

5. Would you enjoy it?

6. Would you ever ask me out?

7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?

9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?

10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?

11.Would you walk on the beach with me?

12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?

13. Do you/have you talked about me?

14. Do you think I'm a good person?

15. Would u take a nap with me?


17.Do you think I'm cute?

18. If you could change anything about me -would you?

19.Would you dance with me?

20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?

21. Do you think i am funny?

22. Do you think i have a good personality?

What Do You Think Of My?






W0ULD Y0U...
[] go out with me?
[] give me your number?
[] kiss me?
[] let me kiss you?
[] watch a movie with me?
[] take me out to dinner?
[] drive me somewhere?
[] hug me?
[] buy me food?
[] take me home to meet your family?
[] would you let me sleep in your bed if i didn't have one?
[] sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
[] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
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help me!!! [24 Feb 2007|06:03pm]
[ mood | distressed ]

Please tell me, what other Image hosting AND video hosting sites are there besides PHOTOBUCKET?! -(I curse it on this planet! Gaaaahhhh-*cough*)

Please have it Image & video hosting!

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Your vote will save her life!! [09 Jan 2007|06:03pm]
[ mood | enraged ]

On January 3, 2006, 18-year-old Nazanin Mahabad Fatehi was sentenced to death for murder by court in Iran after she stabbed one of three men who attempted to rape her and her 16-year-old niece in a park in Karaj (a suburb of Tehran) in March 2005. She was seventeen at the time. Iran is signatory to international treaties which forbid them to execute any one under the age of 18; however they continue to do so.

The injustice of this case propelled Nazanin Afshin-Jam to take immediate action and start a petition to help save the life of her namesake. The petition now has over 200 000 signatures from around the world.

The main thing about this post!
http://www.petitiononline.com/Nazanin/ - Your signature and Vote will save her life!! Thank you.

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Photo's Hawaii and Stuff! [08 Jan 2007|05:36pm]
Updating because Ahiru-chan told me too! <333

Well I'm back from Rosewell to Hawaii but I'm only staying for two more weeks! ;___________;
As exicted to seeing my friends again (It's been 2.5 years pretty much 3 years since I last saw them.)

I also have a recent photo's of me Photo's behind the Cut!Collapse )

I'm not wearing the heavy braids anymore or ever again. Another funny thing is I dyed my hair blonde now! It got so bad that I had to buy dark brown hair dye again to cover it up! It's just plain out funny now though....(No I won't show any of you!)

Also On the 12th I'm expecting a party with 4 no 5 of my friends! I also invited one guy over the phone and he said he'll come! it's interesting because he's the type of guy that would say no but he said YES!! (By the way all of us like him alot) I'm going to ask if he'll sleep's over and if he'll say no to that one. (Teehee)
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A LJ friend Quiz thingy~ [29 Nov 2006|01:48pm]
Friendship Level: 98%

LJ Username:

Random LJ Friend-O-Meter
From Go-Quiz.com

♥, Your In first place.

Friendship Level: 88%

LJ Username:

Random LJ Friend-O-Meter
From Go-Quiz.com

2nd place-

Friendship Level: 47%

LJ Username:

Random LJ Friend-O-Meter
From Go-Quiz.com

O____________O! *screams*

I just selected Three random people for this, Sorry!!! Now snag it like I know you will!
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TOTORO! [28 Nov 2006|06:29pm]
The queen has spoken!!!
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Word of the minute~ [13 Nov 2006|06:49pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

"There are those who've learned to make it through with a strong heart" - Me

What are yours?

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EH NO LAKAI!! [15 Oct 2006|10:23pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

Why do I have to be in Rosewell while my friends and family get the exictment of a 6.6 earthquake? ><;;

I just got of the phone of my closest friend and switched my channel to CNN news. Most of my friends seem to be sleeping at the time it happened and there really excited how much Publicity (SP) Hawaii is finally getting. >>

The only thing that pissed me off is how there was no Tsumani warning all over! Ne Huhu malo vi!!

The most I got at the time was huge thunder and a black out which made the house alarm scream for two hours.

If theres any questions you would like to know, post here so I can asked my friends and people of the Islands.

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I'm back! [23 Aug 2006|03:44pm]
[ mood | relieved ]

I finally recived my computer from the mail yesterday and just finished connecting everything. ^____________^

Another thing.....I know I missed....was the chance to say Happy birthday to my dearest and reply to important (now old!) messages! I'm sorry! So sorry!!!

Edit: Anyone like the new background? ^^

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CRAP! [20 Jul 2006|10:57pm]
[ mood | working ]

Untill I can buy myself a new laptop I'll be able to return.

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Eragon! [13 Jul 2006|01:56pm]
[ mood | awake ]

There making a Eragon film???

I heard the director was the same one from series of unfort....
Does anyone have a link to the offical tralier?
I keep on getting fan made ones. ><

Do the fans read the books? Which did you like more? The sequel or the first?
I barely finished the first one as well. ;;

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AMV'S [24 Jun 2006|01:36pm]
1. How do you create an amv? (anime music video)
2. does it cost any money?
3. you have to download the series you want to get the clips right?
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Short but really good! [22 Jun 2006|08:23pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Which Gundam Wing character are you?

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Neko! [18 Jun 2006|02:55pm]

Are you neko or inu???(with anime pics...)

ura inu!!! just like inuyasha!
Take this quiz!

Quizilla |

| Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

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Rhianna & Jay Z? [10 Jun 2006|01:00am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

There's a few reports that will show up if you search weither or not if she's like beyonce. I recently searched cause her beautiful song unfaithful & SOS reminded me of beyonce's myself & I and baby boy music video. Anyhow there's been a rumor that she's recently been bonding with beyonce's BF Jay Z all over sites and news.

First thread I read: http://www.createblog.com/forums/lofiversion/index.php/t134700.html

It's known that she sees beyonce as her role model like most, with powerful lyrics, dancing and such. But what are your thoughts about the rumors of her moving on Beyonce's man?

(and yes,I had nothing else to do or update about lol)
I have her CD and luv every of her songs expect for SOS,
This has no disrespect to her or beyonce~

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